or

i've been at a loss for words lately.

perhaps i have them and it is the redundant nature of them that irks me.

or at least my lack of creativity, at the moment,

or all together...

or simply just my indecisiveness. 

nevertheless i have never felt more in love.

certainly the butterflies of love fly around crazily at times whereas other times they just rest.

right now they can't stop flapping their wings.

each new day i find more ways to appreciate chad.

i am one lucky girl.

i am loved.