hmm...

i have dreams. i want, more than anything, to live my life as God wills it to be. there is nothing i can dream up that could be better. regardless, i can't help but aspire to do the following:

i want to write a book. i want to write more books. i want to climb many mountains. i want to be a catalyst for the growth of God's kingdom. i want to learn to play the piano. i want to build relationships and know people for all of what makes them unique. i want to live life and grow old with the man i love. i want my mom's heart to heal. i want my sister to be my friend. i want those who knew me for what i once was, to know me for who i now am. i want everyone who meets me to know the God i love. i want to see copeland live. i want a dog. i want many dogs. i want a house with a big porch. i want to learn all about photography and take really awesome photos. i want to sing better than i do now. i want to see all of the world, all of it. i want to live a more righteous life. i want world peace. i want what God wants for me. the rest lacks importance.